but here it is.
i danced for the first time today, in a long long time. the last time was during ccis. during happier times. during carefree times.
have u ever done something and knew that was what you wanted to do all your life?
that's what dance feels like sometimes.
but like all good parents, here came in a perfect dose of realism just as i was typing the above words.
this is not the timing to make any rash decisions. i know.
but this i also know, if you gave me a choice to dance for myself or dance for God - my choice would always remain the same.
i choose to dance for God.
and as long as this passion stays inside of me. that's what i'll do. for all my life.
Once upon a time, i had prayed for God to remove this useless passion away. and he told me it was here to stay and it was here to be used. I cling tight to that.
