Monday, June 27, 2011

helphelphelp

When i started this journey, playmax (the dance item i'm preparing for in September) had seemed so ultra fun.


the fantastic initial view i had of what it would look like really gave me motivation to keep on this path. To see what was on the other side and along the way. To see if i'll see anything more amazing than what i had seen right at the start.

I breathed a prayer to my Lord who charts my ways: "I'm trusting you to bringing me through Lord. This is the path you chose for me. This is your project. I put my faith in you. I claim your promises."

i got the rough idea that it was gonna be challenging and sometimes scary. Afterall, i had no idea how the path God had placed me on would look like. I just knew it looked long.


As i continued on, i began to take more and more notice of what was around me. There were sometimes little scary obstacles in the way which made the journey a little less rosy to walk. There were also areas where my footing was slightly unstable and i lost abit of confidence in my ability to walk this path well.

the journey went down. i was scared i would fall.



But on the other hand, i had the fantastic experience of hanging out with ppl who had walked the path before me. Not only did i soak in skills, i soaked in perspectives and life lessons that would last till eternity.

the journey went up. i was scared i couldn't keep up or that i'll slip back down.



And then, it came.


my first big challenge.

PlayMAX is in 2 months. Practices start in less than 2 weeks.

And i have only 2 dancers, plus me, 3.

I'm tempted to be scared. But then again, I had started of the journey with a prayer to have faith in the Lord to see me through. One of the promises I have committed to claiming by faith is that the Lord will provide 6 dancers (excluding me).

How far would this journey go?

How huge is the ground i'm stepping on?



Night was falling.


I was tempted to be scared. But i started to notice, that as it got darker, my steps got quicker. Simply because, i could no longer pay extreme attention to the details in my path, simply because i couldn't see it. i had low visibility. And now, i simply had to trust the person guiding me. Walking in the dark became a more pleasant experience than walking with full awareness of every single tiny little detail on the path. I was liberated. I was liberated to trust, have faith and obey my Heavenly Tour Guide.

And to trust, He'll lead me to where He wants me to be.


NOTE: Photos taken from my fantastic walk down moana beach with my host and her husband. We walked for over an hour. It was breath-taking in more ways than one.

ANyway, my best friends in the entire world, wanna be God's channel of blessing? (teeheehee) Please help me crack ur brains just for a minute to consider if you have any friends that might be interested in taking part in the dance item? =) Some details as follows:

- An evangelistic hiphop dance item for a carnival organized by Youth for Christ, targetted at youths.The carnival is on 9th - 10th Sept.

- Practices will likely be on saturday nights, 6,30pm - 8.30pm starting 9th July.

- I'm looking for ppl who love to dance and who love God! And prefably no younger than 15 years old to 30 years old. that's it! no need for super skills!=)

If anyone shows even the slightest bit of interest, do let me know?? =)

Love you lots and see you SOONNN!!

2 comments:

  1. Kimmy ... whatever it is, remember this song ...

    By faith we see the hand of God
    In the light of creation's grand design
    In the lives of those who prove His faithfulness
    Who walk by faith and not by sight

    By faith our fathers roamed the earth
    With the power of His promise in their hearts
    Of a holy city built by God's own hand
    A place where peace and justice reign

    We will stand as children of the promise
    We will fix our eyes on Him our soul's reward
    Till the race is finished and the work is done
    We'll walk by faith and not by sight

    By faith the prophets saw a day
    When the longed-for Messiah would appear
    With the power to break the chains of sin and death
    And rise triumphant from the grave

    By faith the church was called to go
    In the power of the Spirit to the lost
    To deliver captives and to preach good news
    In every corner of the earth

    We will stand...

    By faith this mountain shall be moved
    And the power of the gospel shall prevail
    For we know in Christ all things are possible
    For all who call upon His name

    We will stand...

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  2. thank you chrissy! just listened to that song while doing my last ever qt in adelaide!

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